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i just turned 18…i feel weird…long story… im always moody and mad with out any reason, and sometimes im always nice, hardly.
even though im 18 my family say i act like im 13/15… (but i look like im 20) i also always get erection, a lot of times during the day, especially in the morning..(everytime i get erected, i feel like i always wanna **** off) i feel like im sinning.. AND now my mind is makin me think that maybe i might be GAY ? but i know im not, gay ppl disgust me… im a virgin btw… when i do **** off its all ways bout girls.. but sometimes thinkin bout a guy shovining d*ck in me kinda feels weird….im very bored also, im always at my house eveyday and just go on the computer all day… AND im worried bout church, is god real ??? wut happens if judgement day comes, and im scared to death of losing parents, because their sick… IM SO SCARED!!! i feel like i wna die. I dont wanna b gay, lose parent, sin a lot, or nvr hav a girlfriend. i dont mean to be Xplicit. help
thnx for the detailed info…i feel a lot better…(bout the CHURCH thing, when i was little i always went to church with family) so its caught in my mind too, i didnt know who to believe cuz of so many RELIGIONS out there !!! but i think [Me] and [Lady] has helped me a lot. well now i know im normal, thought i was weird or something, ill just ignore it then, by the way wehn shall this puberty/adol. end ?